Saturday, January 08, 2005
Uncanny insinuation
ZAV! ZAV!
Dear, was would extremely like, should you publish this story, which you now I'll tell.
It happened it already long ago, around about c. 10 - 12 years back. Was I yet small chit, put would tell, that I of anything did horse opera and unless - what I think out. But this me in earnest it happened and nothing I no think out...
Come it always unexpectedly without a warning and unawares. No matter what was day or night. Simply all of a sudden me it happened, that me in ears somebody all the time whispered mysterious word „ zav!" „ zav!" „ zav!" so always round about Yet not only it. This regular word he began sometimes accelerate and then again slow so it always diversify. In addition to I heard, when for me somebody have spoken, or as I spoke I herself, everything horrible protracted. As if that man spoke pull, prolix and freely. I think, that it has been mannerly by „ zav!" " looked it, as if me it murmur in head and at the same time me indescribable voice always this word whispered. But that voice was so contrary, that me bullied to cry. Nor not as therefore, that I him ball, but rather therefore, that I doesn't know, when and if it at all will cease what about it at all is... I as I block ears, or I aloud sang, to it deafen, nothing wasn't valid. Just I rather not to speak, didn't want I nor hear voices people or radio, because just all was in that sometime protracted.
Get it even that far, that I was and on investigations head. Did me EEG, but nothing no found out, so along no spied. To not enough to error. No other tests, already not a hang psychological, me be not doing. Only it EEG.
A then, as when will top, that alone go off and forbore. Saw I it only seldom, at the time it has been possibly every day as well as several times per day. A then it go off and today already me nothing of the sort no annoies.
Will never already perhaps I won't understand, what it has been and why me it so racked. But didn't want would this to anyone wish, because the uncertainty enough stretchs on psyche. I am like, that I with you about this story she could have portion out and thank you for attention.
Your Martina.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Woman near coolroom
Once at night I go have a drink and beheld in cuisine stature whole in white. Thought I , that is this my mother, since that day had on white shirt. The person, about which I thought, that is this my mint on me turned and looked completely like queen Nefertiti, as well as is displayed on picture in books. Person on me have a look and she said, that I her mother - any queen, but it name already unfortunately no remember. In that sometime there come has mint and heard, that there with somebody say... is said some illusional language and he said, that there nobody was and I her strove in every possible way explain, that lead over me she was standing woman, which looked like Nefertiti.
Then we are visited psychiatrist, which me communicate, that I shall go by to the medical institution for madman.
Since always in 01:00 at night to me will come and talk together.
Once at night I go have a drink and beheld in cuisine stature whole in white. Thought I , that is this my mother, since that day had on white shirt. The person, about which I thought, that is this my mint on me turned and looked completely like queen Nefertiti, as well as is displayed on picture in books. Person on me have a look and she said, that I her mother - any queen, but it name already unfortunately no remember. In that sometime there come has mint and heard, that there with somebody say... is said some illusional language and he said, that there nobody was and I her strove in every possible way explain, that lead over me she was standing woman, which looked like Nefertiti.
Then we are visited psychiatrist, which me communicate, that I shall go by to the medical institution for madman.
Since always in 01:00 at night to me will come and talk together.
